I lived it my WAY

I was born in a home filled with love, life and laughter. With stable financial needs and my pleasures within my reach, I thought life is nothing but an easy game. Something I could always play anytime of the day. A game with me as a winner and others playing roles like mushrooms on the road. Then now, I thought that these realizations are fantasies of a six years old way back nine years ago. Oh! That was almost a decade huh!

As time passed by, a lot of problems and obstacles changed my vision about life. It may not be as hard as others think but this really changed me. As of now, I could say that my experiences are my best teachers. It teaches me the perfection of simplicity. I’ve never knew what is life till I get out of my shell and tried to exist in a world outside my own. At first, it’s really tough. Things happened in the most unexpected way I could ever imagine. I came to the point that I asked myself what wrong I have done, and started to weep under my blanket. But as these trials continued, I learned to be tougher. I thought that weeping is a drama of endless pity. Tears are very precious and should be shed only for specials reasons. Besides, there are lots of things to be enjoyed. Life is a short time given to each individual. I should not waste it on childish ways. I thought I’m a lot better without my weakness but then I realize I could never get rid of it, because that's life! You can't be whoever you want to be. I've realized that it's better to be hated for what I am, than to be loved for what I'm not. I’ve learned to face each obstacle with my head up, no matter how painful it may be. I learned to stand on my own, believe in my abilities and trust myself a little bit more. At the end of the day, my pride is my best warrior and my dignity is my greatest protector .These are my years of self discovery. I wanted to know what’s more deep inside a fragile girl named Paula. Still, I know there’s still so much more in store. 

I would never exist as I am alone. Behind me are the people who continued to complete my life, accept my imperfections and most of all, love me without any hesitations. They are the most special gift more worth than gold. Truly, I could never imagine myself alone. I could live without  friends but not without my family. They are my fountain of love and support.

We are like chess being played. My mother serves as the board or base that supports each family member. No matter how hard we hit the board, it will just hurt silently without a word. That’s what my mother is. My father is the player who plans what is best for the family in any and every situation. He does the hardest work without a SINGLE COMPLAIN.

My siblings and I are the chess pieces for we are controlled by our parents. It is our duty to obey and abide to their rules. As long as we stay together we could never run out of action, JUST KIDDING!! I know… we could never go wrong. Even if we do, it will be an important part of my existence and I will be proud of it.

I guess it’s just the start of the road and there’s still a long way to go. No matter of how hard and dark the future may be, I will never lose hope. Life is truly an endless path. There’s no guarantee of what will happen in the future so the only thing we could do is this– FACE, ACCEPT AND LEARN!  

There’s so much more to say but I guess words are not enough to prove myself. I’m glad to share a part of my life with you. I hope to continue this long walk in a path lead by God. May we find love and laughter along God’s way. Thank you and God Bless.

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